harlequin_girls

2007-03-17T12:12:00.000-07:00

i miss everyone...!

Apology

2007-02-13T15:26:00.000-08:00

I apologize deeply if any of these blogs offended anybody,
i honestly forgot about this site,
and when i was writing in here i was going through a really rough time,
and i was really bitter on life.

so i am so sorry for my language and crudeness and general attitude towards everything,
alot has happened and im not the same person i was then.

so please dont judge me based on that.

im sorry.

officialy F&FSAKCLEJLASD

2006-07-02T08:07:00.000-07:00

My Mother
told
My Father.

champagne for my real friends; real pain for my sham friends

2006-07-01T12:56:00.000-07:00

everything has been going horribly.
every day justin and i spend in this place,
brings us down further and further.
he vows this is his last weekend here,
whether he has a ride or not (perhaps he will walk?)
thats how damaging this place is.

its less of an apartment, and more of a prison.
we spend every day locked in here trapped without money...
money isnt everything you say,
well around here it is.
all there is around here is a stupid playground where kids usually are,
and drunken teenagers go at night and piss all over the equipment.
and there are stores like shoppers drug mart and wal mart, and all sorts of marts.
but what good are they to us.
hell we can hardly afford to eat food.
my mom blames this on me.
even though, i couldnt possibly cost her much,
she stopped working overtime and therefore makes hundreds less each couple of weeks.
she doesnt have to pay extra for hydro or anything,
and we barely eat.

so.

i have to spend the summer in pants because i have no money for clothes.
i cant work at the moment because.
and well, ive thought about asking for welfare for the next few months,
until i go to kansas,
but even if that works,
my mom complains because she'll have to pay more in taxes to claim it..
but i obviously would pay her some rent for me staying here.
she says she doesnt want me to,
even if i didnt id buy my own food and stuff,
but she has to say she's charging me rent in order for me to get any help.
but again,
then she has to pay more in taxes.

no matter what happens im screwed.
this summer is going to be horrible.
well maybe not, im just bummin' today...

kitty on my foot and i want to touch it...meowmeow

2006-06-21T10:22:00.000-07:00

millions of peaches, peaches for me.
gonna move into the country and eat me alotta peaches...
f*ck you kitty youre gonna spend the night
f*ck you kitty youre gonna spend the night
OUTSIDEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
peaches come from a can but they were put there by a man.
little blind spider took the wheel...

li'l dune buggy in the sand,
li'l blue dune buggy in mah hannnnnd.

quit spinnin' that web and come out and play in the sun.
she's lump, she might be dead/
meowmewmeowwwwwwwwmrow.
li'l bag of bones been out all night.

can yah hear 'em scratchin' at the screen door?
he's circlin' around my ankle,
he needs some pettin and luvin on his hyde/
git your ass inside.

A KITTY ON MY FOOT AND I WANNNNNNNNNNNNNA TOUCH IT.

stupid fathers.

flu?wha?

2006-06-12T15:41:00.000-07:00

so ive finally come to the conclusion,
that justin and myself must have the worst luck.
we're wondering if its a sign for him to stay in canada,
but if it was im sure we'd be able to find him work.
would we not?

so here's the story.
every single time we find a way for justin to get home,
it goes horribly wrong.
well for those of you who know he was supposed to go home on saturday.
his friend and his mom were supposed to leave friday at midnightish,
to come here and get him by car.
well justin calls around 1ish,
and his friend is horribly sick,
puked 15 times, and wasnt able to come.
so now its all messed up and once again,
we have to concoct another plan.

its pretty much still the same plan,
but when? we're not sure.

so im sick all the time too.
booo-urns.

bible study tonight...

i guess thats really all i have to say cause i dont ever have much going on so i dont have much to write about...
hmmmmmmm.

the end.

birthday wishes; champagne kissis

2006-06-04T15:42:00.000-07:00

well i was happy a bit ago.
it's strange how something can happen so quickly,
and ruin your day.

aside from the fact that im sick 24-7,
justin can be difficult;
he's just so damn stubburn.
i mean, im no cup of tea either.
but im trying,
ugh.
men: i swear, i admit im wrong,
apologize,
yet hes still ignoring me.
oh well. he'll come around, but still. ugh.

my dad is a jerk,
i hate to say that,
cause its so typical.
i wish i was close to my parents,
its not like im trying to make things so horrible,
and trying to get everyone to pity me,
i just dont understand why he's so mean to me.
he thinks i fail at life,
maybe i do, i dont know.
but still, he's my dad and he should stick by me.
through anything.

tap.tap.tap.tap.tap.tap.TAP>TQAPSADPIASOPMAO

so bible study tomorrow,
yay,
i hope chrissy waits to show michelle the thing i made her til tomorrow.
i doubt she will though, that's okay,
it'd be cool though with everyone around.

well, im bored,
although i dont know what ill be going to do next.
so
hmm.

tah-taw.

<3xo

cheers!

2006-05-24T09:58:00.000-07:00

butterflies and bright blue skies.

2006-05-22T08:54:00.000-07:00

..ive got a secret!

wedding bells and canada smells

2006-05-20T18:50:00.000-07:00

<3
larissas wedding was beautiful and she was beautiful,
everything was so perfect
(besides them losing their passports,
I pray they found them and are enjoying themselves in the dominican as we speak)
it made me want to get married, and/or
chrissy get married so i can speach (speech?) and what not.

so today was horrible, for two reasons.
one:
justin was supposed to leave today so i had a horrible sleep and an early wake up call from the telephone only to find out that...
two:
justins brother is an idiot....
so justin borrowed like 500 dollars from his dad to give his brother chris so that he could drive here from kansas and pick him up.
well his brother decided to bring some friends along,
on the 18 hour road trip.
now he brought 3 friends,
all 4 of them had convictions (mostly just battery charges from being in fights, but one had an assault and battery so he was a felen)
of course canada didnt want to let them in.
so we get a phone call at like 845 am and justins brother is stuck at the border.
after stressing about what to do,
and hypothesizing about 600 different scenarios to get them across or justin to them,
needless to say none of these worked out,
so we tried to get chris over again,
and he almost got arrested for trying twice.
the only reason they didnt arrest him was because they "didnt have time"
(nice to know our judicial system is on top of things)

so of course that puts a damper on everything,
considering this postpones things,
and justin is now in debt like 800 bucks.

so now he had to call his grandparents to loan him some money,
and hes going to take a train....
3 day train trip, gross.

ps: for those of you who dont know, i am about 85-90% sure that im moving to kansas. just thought id give you a heads up if you didnt know...im sure most of you know though.

more about that later...if you want to talk to me about it i certainly will take the time to chat with you!

chrissys birthdays soon..=)

OH so here i go ranting again...
uhm
it seems whenever i like something,
then frikkin discontinue it.
its been happening my whole entire life!!!!!

examples:

quackers
melbafied toast
3-d doritos
panadol (yeah its medicine but still)
chicken pilaf (not completely obliterated but SCARCE, its on its way)
club house spicey tomato sauce

AND im sure the list will continue!
im all kinds of mad.
as if im not picky enough to begin with,
when i like something lots they gotta take it away from me.
adjkfklfjlskjf!!!!!!!

anyways!

i enjoyed yesterday with chriskarichrissyjustinmichellebradlyla
it was nice,
i cant wait til monday,
actually tomorrow cause church and i get to see them.

wild water works for chises birthday???

xox.

fresh beginnings.

2006-04-25T09:56:00.000-07:00

I'm sure nobody reads my blog anymore,
but just in the off chance that someone does I thought I would start over.
Alot has happened in the past little while,
and after reading my blogs I feel like a completely different person now.
Hence the blog makeover, and the deletion (word?) of all my previous blogs.

So what's new with me...
For those of you who don't know, Justin,
my runaway from the states is living with me,
and we are at my mom's because my dad is a narsisistic jerk...
whom ill never be good enough for, in which case i am living on my moms floor.
I am very much in love though and happy,
even though we are having problems finding Justin a job,
given the fact that he is not a Canadian citizen.

I found a job that I will be starting tomorrow,
at Elmwood kitchens. Full time, sanding, 8 bucks an hour.
Could be better, but I don't care, right now its all that's there,
and it's close,
and im sure itll be fine.

Chrissys birthdays coming up and im spoiling the hell out of her.
She does so much for everyone else all year, and finally ill be able to afford to do so many nice things for her. So chrissy if youre reading this, prepare to be spoiled.

Im excited for michelles bible studies coming up,
its been so long since ive had any direction or anything.
Im sick of the church because of all the rules and technicalities and people getting involved in things where they shouldnt be, so for all of those people who are wondering, thats why i havent been lately.

I CANT WAIT til larissas wedding,
and larissa if youre reading this im sorry i wasnt at your shower,
i didnt know it was for anybody who wanted to go, and i thought i wasnt invited, lol.

ALSO all you, my cell phone has been stolen from me, well not really,
my dad took it back because my phone bill was disgustingly high, so in which case,
the only way any one can now get a hold of me is on my moms phone line. which i will not give out on this public website, but you get the picture.

so my ass and left leg are asleep which basically tells me this blog is long enough for now.

so until next time,
skinamarinkie dinky-dink, skinamar.....
you get the picture,

amy.